I never knew what it was liked to be cracked in the face with a left hook. All my years and never once did I get to know what it was like. I'm not saying it as if it were a good experience, just not sure how I made it so long without getting cranked. So anyway, it was a long story, and I caught the tail end of a left hook that was totally uncalled for. I spent about 4 hours in the ER getting my lip sewed up by a cosmetic surgeon. It was a great time. Only the second time in my life I've even been in the hospital too if ya believe that. So here I am now, I cant eat for about a week or so I don't get a big ol' lip infection. Joyous times for sure.
In other news, I got a message from a friend today that I haven't seen in ages. She's been seeing someone for two months or so, and it made me think (again) about my life. I haven't heard from her in a while and I kinda miss her being single and us talking all the time. Not much you can do though, I'm totally happy for her. I still sit and wonder when my time will come. I see all the people around me disappear with someone else every time I turn around. I know I've had my fair share, but it seems like the dry spell is lasting a bit too long. I think I'm in the whole phase where I have just decided to not think about it and see what happens. I'm tired of actively pursuing it and having nothing - so if I forget about it then its just the same right? I feel like the endless circle just goes on and on. I sit here today, after a loooong weekend, watching the snow fall - and wonder what it is I'm doing. I think about having someone to call and talk too, someone to come over and comfort me. Tis the season to be jolly. My spirits are still flying high - I'll keep my fingers crossed.
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