About 2 or 3 years ago there was this girl who used to come into the store quite often. I never really talked to her much, but from the first time I saw her I was totally infatuated. I got all choked up when I'd see her. Nervous. I wouldn't be able to say much to her. I want nothing more than to ask her out, but I could never seem to find the words. The unspoken encounters went on for nearly 2 years. One night I was out at a bar I never thought I'd be in minding my own - and there she was. She stood across the way, leaning on the wall. I could have just let it slide and pretended she was never there, but I made the mistake of telling one of my buddies who she was and how I knew her. In all his drunken splendor he made his was over to her - said something - and pointed my way. She came by and I introduced myself and that was about it. She left with her friends and I left with mine. The following evening however, she came into the store. I went up to her and made some bullshit small talk and eventually ended up with her number. We went out the following evening on what I considered an amazing date - she even gave me an incredible super long good night kiss. I didn't make a move at all - it was great. She was all over me. Long story short, I was on a supreme high - and then shot down as the days went by and I never heard from her again.
Blah blah - fast forward. There is a girl that works a few doors down that I havent really said much to in the year or so she's been there. Everyday I see her walk by and everyday I swear will be the day I ask her out. And here I am. I wonder what makes it so hard for me to say something. Fear of rejection? Maybe I'm afraid of the same outcome. I don't know what it is, but I sure hope I figure it out. I'm dying to take her out, but I'm too much of a pussy to say anything. Up until last week she had never set foot in the store either. And twice in the last three days I missed my prime opportunity when she came in. I feel stupid, but scared at the same time. Hopefully something will turn up - like my balls.
On a side note, I found out that a girl who I had hooked up with on a number of occasions got engaged last night. Yea . . .after she called me to make plans for her to come over tonight. That'll be a strong marriage huh? I find it amusing because I had no idea. She was using me. Love it. Love it.
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