Ring Ring Ring

Truth be told I'd been thinking about her a lot lately. I told myself I wouldn't call unless she called me. My train of thought was that if she wasn't interested enough to call me, then there was no point in me calling her. Makes sense right? So the phone rang, out of the blue, and there she was. Jumping right back in my life after a month long leave of absence. We chatted a bit - nothing unusual. After the brief small talk she jumped right into asking me if I was single. It took me back a bit since I was used to asking her in hopes she'd say no and we could hook up. I told her yes and asked her in return and she said yes as well. Don't get excited - nothing came of it. Just more small talk to her apparently. We went on and caught up - jobs, living situation, "who are you hanging out with" and "have you heard from". Through the whole conversation I was partly happy to hear from her and partly pissed she'd called. I was a month into getting her and all the memories out of the back of my mind and just like that they were all rehashed again. Now she will float around again until I find someone else to occupy my thoughts. The only thing I can think off now is having enough balls to talk to my recent infatuation when I see her next. The likelihood of that isn't too great though. And to make matters worse I made plans with her during our conversation somehow so now I am obligated to see her, and I'm sure that'll make things worse because I know what will be on my mind surely wont be on hers. Just another day I suppose. I'm glad to be moving soon and taking another step in my mental cleansing. I have a lot on my mind at the moment and hopefully in a months time things will sort out into a new start so I can get myself back together. Hopefully.