When it comes to life and love . . .Mistakes are killer - for both parties. If you get interested in someone and change your ways to work it better - sometimes it can be a big sacrifice. What sucks is when you do, then the other half F's up something and comes crawling back and the tables are turned. Like if I throw myself out there and I'm doing things differently to please someone - then she screws up somewhere or somehow completely turning me away - and she'll come back apologizing and crying and all. So instantly everything pulls a 180 and what I was once smiling about praying for becomes my worst enemy. I was working so hard to win her over, then she turned me away by her words or actions and is now begging for forgiveness when I want nothing to do with it .. Its a vicious and utterly confusing cycle. Life works this way sometimes on the "There's someone for everyone" philosophy. Just another step in the road. Too many cliches to handle .. but it sucks regardless ... Just when things present themselves to break through the monotony of everyday, the black hole opens and right after the feeling of a sharp metal object in your chest, you drift into the spin again right back where you started . . .
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I hear ya - it wasn't me I was speaking of but you make a good point. My friend said it best - that it was all about pride. Thats the one thing that no one can take from you so you should always hold it highly. If you realize that then you keep yourself from giving in and putting up with too much stupid shit that will drive you insane ...
I agree - I think that maybe we need to look at mistakes as experience. Then maybe making them wont seem so bad. How else do we learn if we dont make mistakes? Experience guides us and makes us stronger. It educates us. All positive - so maybe mistakes arent bad at all??
On emotion - I couldn't have put it any better. When that gets thrown in, everything changes. Our emotions cause us to make extremly irrational decisions at times that in turn lead to "mistakes". Emotion runs free through most of us and like you said, causes us to make poor choices. It would be nice to be able to control it, but I dont think that it really is that easy . ..
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